Beer Bad

This is not one I like well, but it may just be because Buffy acts against type so drastically--which is in ways the point. Even this early in the show, relatively, she's having problems dealing with her losses and her position, but in this episode, lots of beer with frat boys is the "cure." Of course, the beer is cursed and we get the theme of the show: Primal. Buffy and Oz, in particular, go primal.

Buffy fantasizes about saving Parker, her way of then being able to make him appreciate her. Before the end of the episode, CaveGirl Buffy gets to do just that. Is he purged from her system? Symbolically, probably--and much mention of Parker in the series ends fairly soon as Riley takes the helm. This episode pretty much wraps up the Parker arc, while beginning the Oz leaving arc as he reacts on a level he doesn't understand to the lead singer of a band at the Bronze.

Notably, Xander is nearby to help Buffy. He's watching, seeing what she can't see. It's interesting that early in the episode, he makes a comment (that I forget now) that displays deep, well-rounded knowledge, but when faced with the college kids mocking him, he can barely form a sentence. Through the series, Xander claims to be dumb, but his vocabulary and allusions prove it's not true. The choice to have his character not go to college is an interesting one.

Willow's discussion with Parker is interesting, but right now, I'm not sure I can articulate why. Maybe later...

Fear, Itself

I've been procrastinating about writing this one. Even had to watch the show again because I wasn't sure I remembered it well. On the surface, it's a fairly light show, doing a bit of relationship and character-building. Underneath, it's foreshadowing character traits that will ultimately threaten their relationships and all of Sunnydale.

The Anya/Xander relationship becomes an ongoing feature, and based on how it begins, Buffy's reaction early in season 5 when she accuses Xander of just letting Anya hang around so he's not alone seems true. Even though the relationship rarely takes front stage and Anya is often merely a plot device, the genesis and evolution is fun to watch.

More importantly, though, we see what each character fears most, and we see what happens to their friendships when they are under stress. Willow turns petulant and uses magic indiscriminately, just to prove she can--and she can't control it. The slight jealousy she feels about Buffy's importance overtly surfaces. Oz fights for control of his werewolf side, and abandons Willow as he deals with that. Buffy decides to take charge, alone, and closes her heart and ears to others' input. And Xander, who is totally marginalized by his non-college status (which is emphasized a couple times early in the episode), becomes invisible.

If the major foreshadowing department, when the demon is revealed in a trickster-twist, he tells Buffy as she kills him, "They're all going to abandon you, you know." She says, "yea, yea," as she stomps him. He wins, though. All their fears come true, even though it's the very end of the series when Buffy is abandoned and it's season 6 before Willow completely loses herself in her magic. The seeds are planted this early for us to know that those are possibilities.

As for Oz...it's not long before the wolf wins, and Xander is dealing with his metaphorical invisibility even in the last season as he tells Dawn about the challenge of not being special.

Giles rescues them, but throughout this episode and much of season 4, he's clearly at a loss as a character. He's comic relief in this episode, wearing a huge sombero and wielding a chainsaw. Getting his credibility back is his struggle this season, and this episode clearly shows his current lost-puppy status.

Harsh Light of Day

Vamp Time! From the first scene, where Buffy is watching Parker in a mirror at the Bronze to the end scene when Buffy decides to send the Gem of Amarra to Angel (without speaking his name, of course), the episode is about vampires.

Watching Angel in a mirror was never an option; several episodes play with the fact that he could sneak up on her when she was looking in a mirror. He's gone, though, and Parker is here. The subplot of Buffy sleeping with, then getting dumped by Parker is woven throughout the vamp line of Spike and whiny new girlfriend Harmony looking for the gem. (Note: it's a Holy grail image for vamps, a point Giles makes)

Buffy apparently is over Angel, and the multiple ironies of her giving the gem to Angel is not even alluded to: first, Angel leaves, refusing to commit, then she gives him a ring--a symbol of commitment; also, his major reason for leaving was that he couldn't give Buffy a normal life, going outside during the day, moving around at will, but with the gem, he could do all that. He wouldn't age, of course, while Buffy would--but they could have had a long "normal" life (especially considering a slayer's usual life span). She gives him all that while still smarting from the slight wounds Parker inflicted. In fact, Oz delivers the ring so we don't even get the satisfaction of a Buffy/Angel reunion (although that does happen in a few episodes, I think). As Buffy begins other relationships, reinforcing that they are all 2nd to Angel is a reoccurring theme; the fact that her brief Parker relationship takes place at the same time she's earning a prize that could change Angel's life is not an accident--sure, she can play with boytoys, but Angel is still there in the background. There's no doubt that she'd leave Riley for Angel, and the Spike/Angel argument is one that is still being fought in fanfic!

This is a sexisode, with Xander going into full goof mode as Anya strips and announces that she thinks that having sex with him will cure her of her crush. (Note the parallel: that does cure Parker of his crush, but cements it for Anya) Amid double takes and comic reactions, the "romance" of Anya and Xander is underway, seemingly out of the blue. When Buffy accuses him in season 5 (i think) of being with Anya because it's convenient and she's willing, it seems possible that she's right until Xander makes his big speech to Anya to clarify. But that's a season (or so) away, and for now, Anya is comic relief--and she takes the role left by Cordelia's absense: truthteller, blurting out what shouldn't be said. Her reason for doing so is different, but often the purpose is the same--to call the character's (and audience's) attention to something we're too polite, or scared, or oblivious to notice.

And Spike--he's back. Mean, focused, and mesmerizing. Could Spike kill Buffy? Could Buffy dust Spike? Would Whedon let either of them win? That seems to be the question he tapdances around for the next few seasons...in this episode, Buffy wins the round and gets the ring, but it's close.

Now to more fun--the Halloween episode is next, and this is Halloween night. Guess what ghouls and ghosts will be scaring me!

Living Conditions

This episode reminds me of some of the early David Greenwalt monster episodes. Just fun, self-contained plot, little character development...just a story, essentially, establishing the new place and dealing with stabilizing the characters in their new environment.

The main thing that caught my attention is that the theme of "soul" came up. Buffy's demon roommate is stealing Buffy's soul (in a graphic that looks amazingly like what dementors do in Harry Potter--should check dates to see who did it first), and Buffy gets cranky and paranoid and self-centered when her soul is being siphoned nightly by Miss Happy. Considering that with Angel, losing soul=turning evil, and with Spike, gaining soul=being recognized as good (I could argue that spike was good before he got the soul--and probably will argue that later). and that conscience and soul seem intertwined, Buffy's petulant displays and plan to kill her roommate on what seems to be spurious evidence do not seem to fit with the usual definition of soul in the Buffyverse.

One other quick observation, which may not be on track: this episode and last, the shooting angles are some scenes have emphasized Buffy's height, far more than usual, I think. She's feeling small, etc, and I think the directors have used Sarah Michelle Geller's size to subtly make that point--usually, she and Willow seem to be about the same height, but Alyson Hannigan has been notably taller in some scenes, and Buffy's giraffe-like roomie and Parker (and Riley) have made that even more pointed. Will watch to see if this continues or is stopped as Buffy acclimates.

This is a light hearted episode, with Xander and Oz bungling holding Buffy captive, Giles being slightly awkward, and sappy pop music permeating it. Buffy meets Parker, then goes all crazy-reaction-girl because he was talking to the roommate (a bit of foreshadowing--Parker's normal MO where females are concerned starts with light conversation).

I haven't watched early season 4 much, so I don't know when it starts getting heavier; thus far, it's glib and clever and fun, but not quite jelled yet.

SEASON FOUR: The Freshman

From the first shot, we know everything's different. Willow, with a new, perky haircut, is in the cemetery as Buffy wants for a newly-risen vamp to show. They are so busy discusses college that Buffy completely misses the vamp. This is not high school Buffy.

After last season, where Buffy pulled away then ending with a strong statement about the importance of her friends as the whole class battled the Mayor, starting this season with a group hug and singing KumBaYa might seem obvious. But no, the transition to college requires that the lesson about needing friends be repeated in a different context. The tension between Buffy as solitary slayer and Buffy as leader of a community is constant in the series, intensifying as the seasons progress until that's one of the fundamental issues driving the 7th season. It seems so clear that Buffy needs her friends, that she is a captain of a team, but she doesn't seem to ever really embrace that. The solitary slayer identity is too deeply embedded.

As part of the transition, we find that Oz is in his element at college, more outgoing and popular there than in high school, and while Buffy is tongue-tied and awkward, Willow is right at home. Giles has become a "man of leisure" (unemployed), and--very oddly--seems to have a young, sexy, black girlfriend, which makes Buffy even more uncomfortable. Most importantly, Giles refuses to help Buffy with a vampire nest she needs to clear out. She reaches out, looking for the familiar ties, but Giles believes that she's leaning on him and the old ways instead of growing. So...she's on her own. When he sings "Standing" in the musical in season 6, he's completing the journey that he didn't succeed in making in this episode. He believes she can do it without him, and needs to, but as the episode ends, he comes running with an armful of weapons, unable to leave her to fate.

Even her mom has "borrowed" her bedroom, emphasizing that every aspect of life has changed, Buffy doesn't have Giles or her mom the same way she did before. Interestingly, Buffy makes a random comment about her mom "having an aneurysm"--

Xander doesn't show up until half way (or more) through, when he runs into Buffy at the Bronze. She's alone, and sad, and Xander sits her down and talks her out of her funk and back into action Barbie mode. The Xander problem is acute this season: he's not in college, and he goes between a goofy extra and wise, insightful exposition device---I think. I'm going to be watching for this. Even though he's funny in this scene, implying he worked for a night as a male stripper and telling Buffy that she's his hero--that he often asks "What Would Buffy Do" (an obvious play on the popular What Would Jesus Do), but concedes that sometimes alone, late at night he does ask "what is Buffy wearing."

This episode ends by showing how much the same things really are: Giles didn't abandon her; Willow was very upset when she thought Buffy left/died, and dropped everything to help; Oz and Xander fought by her side--it's all good. She's mourning Angel slightly--thinks she sees him at the Bronze--but it's subtle. And we're ready to start the season....

Graduation Day, Pt 2

Maybe the most significant part about this is that almost everyone "graduates" in some way. (Giles is the exception)

Buffy forces Angel to drink her blood (in a scene that's at least as sensuous as their lovemaking way back), then watches him walk away, leaving her in a heartbreaking "graduation." And she's again embraced her slayerhood, marshaling the forces to fight against the Mayor. Significantly, she doesn't do it alone. As someone (Spike?) will observe in another season, her strength comes from those around her. She's faced the darkness--trying to kill Faith, trying to BE Faith, nearly dying to save Angel--and she's come through stronger than ever.

The flip side of that, Willow and Oz finally consummate their relationship, beginning with a cute dialogue where she's freaking out and wishes he'd show that he's concerned too. In an understated comic moment, they are late to graduation, presumably because they are at it again. Their relationship has graduated to a new level.

Wesley's graduation takes the form of deciding to do the right thing, stay and take orders from Buffy even though she has fired him. His usefulness is questionable, as he is on the ground flailing at the graduation attack, but for someone who has been a tool of the Council, it's a step in the right direction--and possibly causes the self-reflection leading him to become a "rogue demon hunter" at the beginning of Angel. His transformation from tool of the system to morally ambiguous, which heightens as his character develops in Angel , is another thing I want to explore sometime. Basically, he goes from externally driven definitions of "right" to internally driven.

Cordy never says what she's doing next, and it's clear from The Kiss with Wesley that their infatuation has ended. Significantly, she is hanging out with the Scoobies at the end, part of the money shot closing the season and that phase of their lives. We also know she can't go to college and has no resources because of her father's legal/financial trouble. Cordy has graduated from pampered princess to real girl, in a sense.

Xander is perhaps the least obvious one. His role in the last part of the season is understated, and the last two episodes he's lucky to speak if he's in a scene. The writers began the show, 3 years ago, identifying with Xander more strongly than anyone. Look at season one, and even some of season two. The number of Xander-centric plots where notable, and is buffoon traits muted. It feels as if they hadn't quite hit on Xander's EveryMan qualities yet, or his "seeing" ability--in fact, Oz is the one who "sees" at the end of this episode, and makes everyone else see, too. In retrospect, it feels as if that should have been Xander. But Oz was good, too. He's got his Zen Master moments.

So how does Xander graduate? In the graduation battle scene, he's the commander. He has authority, knowledge and judgement. Buffy has the crucial job--getting the Mayor in the school--but Xander controls the battle. For the guy who was reviled as Cordy's boyfriend and marginalized as a social force, that's important. He found his strength there at the end, and even though his character takes a while in season 4 to find his place...well, maybe all of season 4...there's a clear sense of his importance to the team. He's been deliberately taunted, as the Zeppo, by Anya--being the field commander helps redefine his position, somewhat.

The Mayor's speech, which is cut short due to his ascension happening a bit ahead of schedule, follows Whedon's pattern of having the truth spoken by the unexpected character:Cordelia, Anya, the Mayor, Spike...probably more that I will have to watch for. He acknowledges that the kids don't care that this day is the 100th anniversary of Sunnydale, knowing that they have more immediate concerns. He acknowledges that everything will be different after today, as well--dramatic irony, knowing the Mayor's plans, but exceedingly valid for a graduation speech. Just as he chose to attack Buffy in the school cafeteria with the truth about her relationship with Angel, now he confronts the graduates with the truth about their ritual.

Human weakness, by the way, is another theme: the Mayor's feelings for Faith are how Buffy gets to him, which Faith in a dream sequence told Buffy (another human weakness, Faith and Buffy feeling connected despite all the baggage).

And it all ends with a tableau, the Scoobies looking at their high school, taking a moment before this phase of the series--and their fictional lives--change.

Oz: "Guys, take a moment to deal with this. We survived.
Buffy: "It was a hell of a battle."
Oz: "Not the battle. High School. We're taking a moment. And we're done."

Graduation Day, Pt 1

Lots happening, but the focus is on the Buffy/Faith story line. Faith distracts Buffy from the Mayor's plans by poisoning Angel; he's dying and the only cure is--guess what we've feared, yearned for from the the beginning--the blood of a Slayer. To "drain" a Slayer, the book says. Yep, that's been the unspoken boogie man since the beginning, Angel deciding that Buffy-snacks would slake his thirst. (In fairness, Xander may have said that once, but he was jealous so it was ignored)

Their relationship is ending; it has to because the Scoobies are transitioning to a new phase of the series, and Buffy can't grow with him there. Plot-wise, it makes sense, although I'm sure Joss et al could have made it work if they'd wanted (Boy Meets World? Joanie Loves Chaci?). That's without even considering that Angel and Cordy (and a bit later, Wesley) have a new show to make.

We've known for a while that Faith couldn't be redeemed, at least not now, at least not by Buffy. Faith's death seems likely, but the idea that Buffy would be the one to do it turns our understanding of Buffy's values in their side. If she'd succeeded, would she have turned dark earlier? A new Slayer would have emerged--think about it, Buffy's already been replaced. In a sense, she's not the "real" Slayer now. Plot possibilities there; it'd be interesting to know if Joss's band of merry wordsmiths played with those possibilities.

But Buffy and Faith, the Remus and Romulas of Sunnydale. Both look at the other and see what they might have been. To save her lover--which is what Buffy calls him when standing up to Wesley--she will kill her shadow. Powerful Freud stuff there, and the fact that she breaks from the Council to save a vampire is even more overtly significant. Since Giles is no longer her Watcher from the Council, it's not a break from her real father-figure, but in a more formal sense, it is a leave-taking from her parent. This time, though, Giles is on her side. (Sometime, I want to look at the Giles/Angel relationship more, especially in light of the Spike/Giles relationship)

Faith doesn't die, but Buffy comes close. Willow is freaking, Anya tries to get Xander to leave with her (in a touching but comic scene, which foreshadows many Anya scenes to come). The episode ends with the audience knowing that Faith got away, the Mayor is unchecked, andBuffy is desperate---even though she knows that Angel will leave her if he's well.

The Prom

A break from the Big Bad, with mentions of the Mayor and the Ascension, but early in the episode, Buffy sets the tone when she tells Giles that for once in their high school career, they were going to have a normal, fun event. That's especially crucial because they expect graduation to be a typical Sunnydale event: totally atypical, in other words.

As someone who has gone through more senior years and more prom seasons than should be legally allowed (my own while in high school, then 23 as a teacher), I am very struck by what Whedon, etc got right. Prom is romanticized and glamorized by Hollywood, but in truth, it's bittersweet. Very bittersweet. For all the excitement of dressing up and having a "grown up" night out, a significant portion of the kids realize this is their swan song, and probably the last social event they will have with these people who have been a huge part of their daily life.

So we know that Willow is staying, and Xander is planning to travel a la Kerouac for a while, Oz has been quiet about his plans, and Cordy has secrets but no plans--as far as we know now. Giles is staying put, and at this point, Wesley is too--but again, just as we know that Cordy is leaving for LA, we know Wesley ends up there too, rouge Demon Hunter persona blazing into Angel Investigations.

Which brings us to the point of the episode: the 3 season meta-plot, the Angel loves Buffy loves Angel story. They've fallen in love, he's turned evil , she's killed him, he's come back, they're back in love---and Angel knows it can't work. Even the Mayor and Joyce talk to Angel about it. For all Joss' feminism, notice that the man (well, the male vamp) controls the relationship in this instance. By the time Buffy knows what he's thinking, he's decided--and it's because it's her best interest.

This is tricky, really. The audience has loved the Angel/Buffy pairing, and it has to be broken off in such a way that the audience feels the pain of both sides while retaining affection for both--that's crucial if Angel's new show is going to work, of course. Pissed off Buffy fans couldn't be counted on to watch the new show, or to continue watching Buffy.

And prom is the perfect setting to be in love, and know it's ending. How many teen couples have prom as one of their last memories together, before college and jobs and grownup life separates them? More than you might think. So Angel showing up at the last minute, gorgeous in a tux, clarifying that he isn't changing his mind, but....Buffy snuggles and they dance, sometimes staring in each other's eyes exactly as Buffy and Spike will do in one of the last shows of the series.

There's also another person worth noting: Xander. He's been snarky and hateful to Cordy, he's been obsessed with her, and denying it because he knows he caused the problem, but in a series of actions foreshadowing the insightful, mature Xander of later seasons (after 4, for sure--they flounder with him then), he pays for Cordy's dress and lies to help hide her secret. That's especially poignant given how often she derided him for his lack of money. He took the high road, and redeemed himself in the process.

And replacing Cordy as the truth-teller, Xander has Anya by his side, beginning the transition from high school romance to adult relationship. We don't know this yet, but in retrospect, the scene is being set to let the characters evolve.

Tucker and the Hellhounds are symbolic, and the Class Protector award a nice touch, tying up her high school experience nicely, but the main lasting benefit is when Andrew is introduced, he's always "Tucker's brother."

And now, to the Ascension.

Choices

Faith  "Give me the speech again, please. 'Faith, we're still your friends. We can help you. It's not too late'." 
Willow - "It's way too late. You know, it didn't have to be this way. But you made your choice. I know you had a tough life.
I know that some people think you had a lot of bad breaks. Well, boo hoo! Poor you! You know, you had a lot more in your life
than some people. I mean, you had friends in your life like Buffy. Now you have no one. You were a slayer and now you're
nothing. You're just a big, selfish, worthless waste." 
[Faith knocks Willow to the ground.] 
Faith - "You hurt me, I hurt you. I'm just a little more efficient." 
Willow - "(stands up) Aw, and here I just thought you didn't have a comeback."

Sweet Willow is hostage, kills a vamp with a pencil, and tells Faith some hard truths. This is an action-packed episode focused
on the meta-plot,but it's more importantly an episode where issues are laid out. Willow and Buffy have to make choices about
college, Faith decides to kill a man again, and the Mayor uses his bully-pulpit not to
pontificate on his upcoming ascension or related issues, but to taunt Buffy and Angel with
the futility of their relationship--a topic that was humorously alluded to in the opening
of the episode when Buffy comments on how routine their evenings have become, wondering if this is what it will
be like when she's 50 and Angel is...well, the same age he is now.

In other news: Cordy is unusually bitchy, even for her, and we find out that she's working in a dress shop. Also, Willow
wants to stay in Sunnydale for college so she can stay with Buffy, fighting evil.

There are lots of little things happening in this episode, and multiple choices being
set up, but the big one is unspoken for now: will Angel stay, committing to a future with
Buffy? That's being set up, but not explicity stated. Yet.

Earshot

This is an infamous episode, the episode that was delayed because of the Columbine school shootings. That's too bad, because the threat of violence really isn't an important part of the story--well, it is, but not why it's significant.

Buffy gets demon blood on her, then gains a trait of the demon--telepathy. She "hears" what others are thinking. At first, that's fun. She impresses her English teacher with insightful, unusual interpretations of Shakespeare and she finds out that her mom and Giles....on the hood of a police car...twice! But even as it's fun, it's revealing. When Buffy scores points with the English teacher, we find that Willow really doesn't think Buffy's very bright, for instance.

Buffy expects to have power; Buffy expects to be in control. In some ways, everyday ways, Buffy is clueless and whiny and plays "girl" very well, but deep down, she wants to be in control and powerful. An aspect of that is what this episode explores: Buffy has the power to know everything, essentially--and the power will kill her. She wants to use her power for good (a la Angel much later as he takes over Wolfram & Hart), trying to save the student body from the unnamed "killer," but instead, she is also in need of rescuing.

How many times will Buffy play out this scene: Buffy is the strong, powerful one who will solve the problem, only to finally concede that her power comes in part from her friends. Ironically, many times in the show, she desires knowledge of what they are thinking while keeping her thoughts and feelings bottled away.

And of course, Buffy recovers in time to save the day--only not. Ultimately, Xander does by realizing the lunch lady, not Jonathon, is the threat. Buffy gets the big, flamboyant action scene while Xander's just dorky, dumping over tables and yelling--he's not suave superhero, but boy doing the right thing.

And Buffy gets her version of the yellow crayon speech as she talks Jonathon down--insightful and all, but notice that later, she won't go to prom with him bc he's short, etc.

And Angel lurks in the background, Buffy's shadow and savior--as unreadable as ever, touting Buffy trying conversation and honesty instead of trying to read his thoughts.