Helpless

Ohhhhh....now I get it. Last episode, Joyce turns on Buffy, and leaving Buffy without a supportive parent figure...now---Helpless. Daddy turns on her, in essence. We are seeing the creation/growth of Buffy's fatal flaw, her sense of isolation.

It's Buffy's birthday, 18. She's excited about the Ice Capades; going each year with her Dad (a conspicuously absent character) is a ritual that she cherishes. She admits that it's childish--cotton candy, sparkly costumes--even as she tries to defend the artistry of the skaters. He cancels. She sucks it up, but in a touching scene, she tries to get Giles to offer to take her. The Giles-as-father-figure is in full bloom, with Buffy articulating it as clearly as she ever does. If Giles would offer, it would complete the transition into Buffy's dad, symbolically.

However, he's completely distracted. She's so wrapped up in her scheming that--childlike--she pays no attention to his mood. We find out why. He's shooting her up with a substance that, we realize in a bit, is sapping her strength. He seems distraught about doing it, but--ever the good soldier--he does.

A lot is written about this episode and Buffy's loss of strength: the men leering at her, her inability to save Cordelia from a bully, her clever dealing with the vampire test--but there's a bigger loss: a loss of trust in the adults around her. It's not a total loss, and they do redeem themselves, still having loving relationships, but her father, Joyce, and now Giles have revealed that they are human; they may have their own agendas, they may even knowingly hurt her. The most important rite of passage in this episode may not be the Counsel's Vampire test; it may be Buffy's realization that she is alone in a fundamental way.

In counterpoint, when Quentin fires Giles, he claims Giles loves Buffy with a father's love, and that renders him unfit to be a Watcher. He wants to protect and preserve her, to help instead of watch and guide. At that moment, Buffy probably doesn't believe that, but her subtle reactions to Giles' firing implies that she's considering what that means.

As is common in the Buffy-verse, love triumphs and Joyce, Buffy and Giles are pretty much fine post-Helpless,....but--as always in Sunnydale--the history is remembered and the lessons learned. When Giles conspires with Robin against Spike, he betrays Buffy again, nearly leaving her even more helpless than in this episode; again, he does it for what he believes are important reasons, and not easily. Giles is a more morally ambiguous character than I had realized--which isn't to say he is, but he's not the total background white hat I'd remembered.

Gingerbread

I didn't like this episode the first time I saw it. I know why--it is the darkest one yet, and the first time I watched the series, I didn't know how dark it would go. Joyce and Mrs. Rosenberg--first and only appearance of Willow's mom--join ranks with other parents to "take back Sunnydale from the monsters and the witches and the Slayers" and let the grownups run things. That means taking all Giles' books from the library for a mass book burning, providing fuel for burning Willow, Amy and Buffy.

The opening has Joyce wanting to see Buffy slay, to accept what Buffy is. Instead, between the reality of that and finding two dead children, she mobilizes to protect Buffy and Sunnydale by getting rid of the evil--which, ironically, includes Buffy. Before the end, we find out that the adults are influenced by a Hansel and Gretel type demon, which is dealt with and the parents are back to their willfully ignorant selves by the end.

Joyce is upset seeing the dead bodies, and Buffy holds her and comforts her--a counterpart to Buffy finding Joyce's body in season 5. Buffy is the adult in the scene, and does for her mother what she will not allow anyone to do for her when her mother's body is found.

The contrast between Willow's mom and Buffy's is overt; Joyce is trying hard and is aware of Buffy's life; Willow's mom can't even talk to her--didn't even realize she'd gotten her hair cut months before.

Darkness: the parents are attacking their children, Giles is essentially powerless, Oz and Xander work together--an important step in healing their Willow-rift, but ultimately not aiding Willow or Buffy. And although Willow plays at calling forth dark magic to try to get her mom's attention, Amy really does call on dark magic to save herself, turning into Amy the rat who will wrek havoc in season 6.

So what's it about? Still thinking, but we see the Mayor and Principal working together, which is not a good thing. And we get a hint that the good v evil can include humans on either side--and that even the kids can be morally ambiguous. Ultimately, I don't think this is an important episode, but I may revise that--and it does start working darker themes and real death in the mix. Even though the kids' were real....Joyce's reaction was. Big picture, that matters more.

Amends

What can I say about this episode that hasn't been said better by someone? It's almost fairy-tale like in its ending, a sudden, unexplained snow storm, hiding the sun so Angel doesn't commit suicide. Buffy had told him that they were done, finito--yet she was the one beside him as the miracle occurred, tearfully admitting that she loves him. Snow--white, pure, miraculous--all the things Angel isn't, yet apparently the Powers that Be decide to use super-symbolic-mojo to insure that Angel is around to get his own series.

Angel is trying to make amends for the evil he's done, but he's not the only one. Buffy reluctantly makes overtures to Faith, and Oz decides that he and Willow belong together. Xander and Cordy are still not civil, and we see Xander sleeping outside in the sudden snow as he avoids his family's dysfunctional Christmas eve celebration. White, fluffy snow baptizes the sleeping xander, symbolically exonerating him even though Cordy won't.

In the plot line and symbolically, the destruction wrought be Spike is washed away, but it's worth noting that unlike many television shows, the characters retain the memories of their flaws and failures, and grow--or at least change--from the experiences.

Worth noting: Joss uses very overtly religious symbolism in this one--and it does take place Christmas Eve/Morning--and Willow mentions several times that she is Jewish, although her last name (Rosenberg) is the main evidence of that. In the episode about forgiveness and redemption, even avowed atheist Joss heads to religious, probably because those are the archetypes we understand....I think.

In the Buffy-verse, the last several episodes are crucial to the myth-making and character development. Soon, season 3 will kick up a notch--but for now, we've had a respite from the Mayor as we explore and build the characters more.

The Wish

Another often-cited episode. It's Joss' version of "It's a Wonderful Life," in a sense, answering the question "what if Buffy hadn't moved to Sunnydale?" The inciting action: Cordelia, now recovered from her near-death experience and facing taunts and rejection from the cool kids (lead by Harmony), wishes that Buffy had never come to Sunnydale. Abracadabra!

Anya is on the scene, vengeance demon extraordinaire! This is the first time we meet her, and she seems to be a plot device. She makes a passing reference to Xander as a loser, but other than that ironic moment, it's all vengeance, all the time.

The meat of the episode is simple, in my mind. A couple episodes back, Willow and Xander were bad. They kissed, they lusted, Willow tried to use magic in a manner foreshadowing later issues--just not the happy go lucky kids we expect. They were not truely bad, but they feel they've fallen--and, presumably, the audience is at least aware that they were not the "white hats" for an episode.

So...let's push that further. Vamp Willow and Vamp Xander are bad, no doubt. And they are obviously together, not just giving into a moment of temptation. In a sense, Joss and his merry band of elves are giving us the worst case--what if Willow and Xander had fallen as far as they seem to think they have? They are busy berating themselves for being human--and hurting Cordelia and Oz, who they really do like--so Joss created a reality where they joyfully hurt people.

And, as is usual in Sunnydale, true evil is named an punished. A scarred, leather-clad Buffy--the bad girl mirror of Faith--kills the Master, Vamp Willow and Vamp Xander, with the help of Angel, suggesting that they are destined? Maybe? And that Buffy is good and human and not Faith because she's got friends like Willow and Xander? Maybe?

In the alt-world, Giles is an ex-watcher, and Oz and a couple others work with him to fight the evil, but without Buffy, the fight is futile.

Redemption is needed, all have fallen in one way or another, and....that's where the next episode goes.

Lovers Walk

Big deal episode. Spike's back for an episode, and manages to upset the status quo enough that people and situations are different at the end of the episode than they were at the beginning. Even though the last episode was called ""Revelations," this is the episode where the secrets hit everyone in the face--and, in a proto-Spike way--he not only instigates it, but like the court jester, he voices what people aren't willing or able to say...maybe even to think.

The episode begins happy: SAT scores are back! Willow's faux depression over her very high but not perfect score is played for laughs, and she and Oz are adorable. fawning over a Pez witch. Cord and Buffy have much higher scores than would be expected, and Xander's less then stellar score is laughed off; he didn't expect better--and, more importantly, Cordy has pictures of him in her locker! That's much better than being smart.

The end of the episode, though...wrenching. Cordy nearly died, and tells Xander unequivocally to never come near her again; Oz and Willow are separate since Oz saw her kissing Xander; Joyce knows Angel is alive--and she isn't happy about it; and Buffy has told Angel they aren't friends and she's not coming back.

There's only a hint of Season three in here; the mayor appears, but briefly. No Faith, little Giles even. This episode is seminal, though, setting up or making explicit dynamics that push the show for the next 4 seasons. Spike is almost an emotional savant, a constant victim of his own emotions, but acutely aware of other's emotions as well--which means he often understands their actions and motivations better than they do. His prodding causes too nice Willow to stand up to him and say there will be no biting. He tells Angel and Buffy that they are not friends, ending an epic, foreshadowing speech with "I may be love's bitch, but I'm man enough to admit it," causing Buffy to confront her conflicted feelings about Angel and ultimately tell him that the only way they can be friends is if he tells her he doesn't love her. He can't, and the rest of the season is spent untangling their relationship (so he can go begin his own show, yes, I know).

Understanding the title is crucial to understanding the subtext. There's no apostrophe on the dvd. It's not the romantic balcony people stood on to see into the distance (also called Widow's Walk); it's saying that lovers walk away. Cordelia doesn't come back; Dru doesn't come back; Buffy basically doesn't come back, although they have their moments; Willow walked away briefly, and we know that ultimately, she chooses Tara instead of Oz. This is an episode about leaving--not even about the pain and aftermath, but the turning point where it happens.

And in the seeds of the end of Buffy/Angel, there's Spike. He doesn't tell us that Dru says he's obsessed with Buffy; we learn that later. But the loathing/working together dynamic of Buffy/Spike, and the trust that they both want to deny they feel towards the other--that's integral to this episode even as Spike has kidnapped Willow and Xander. And when Joyce dies and Spike tries to bring flowers (which Xander rejects without Buffy even knowing), it's easy to believe that Spike genuinely liked and mourns Joyce; that dynamic is set up in this episode too.

The dialogue in this episode is tight--Joss at his best. Some samples: http://www.buffyguide.com/episodes/loverswalk/loverswalkquotes.shtml Joss and co. rock at using language well!

Revelations

Yes, more than one revelation. The obvious one is that Angel is alive, and Buffy's been lying to everyone about her whereabouts when she's been stealing time with him.

Some people might argue that another revelation is that Mrs. Post is an evil former watcher--maybe, but that's really too simple, too tied to a single episode plot line. That revelation isn't worth the time and energy, I think.

So.....hmmmmm......well, Xander and Willow have a secret--they are attracted to each other and "accidently" kissing every chance they get, but that isn't revealed, so that's not a revelation...

How about this: Buffy's tragic flaw, the heroic blemish that will ultimately define her, is very evident here, I think for one of the first times. Hubris. She believes that the way she chooses to do things is the only way: she "had to" keep Angel a secret. No, she really didn't. She seemed to hope that it would not come to light, which means when it finally did, the situation was compounded by her friends' feelings of betrayal. And, as will be her pattern later, if people disagree with her decisions, she turned it back on them. She claims that Xander is motivated by jealousy of Angel, not from a desire to keep his friends safe. She apologizes to an obviously upset Giles for not telling, but her subtext is "I'm sorry you don't understand why I thought this was best."

Giles is subtle, but important here. He's very disappointed in Buffy, and begins questioning his methods in dealing with her--especially claiming that she doesn't respect him or his job. He makes a good case for that, too. And he suffers again--last season, tortured by Angel, this season, carted to the hospital because of an evil watcher. Giles bears the brunt of bad decisions.

And that tragic flaw has cemented Faith's distrust of her, a large part of the reason Faith turns to the Mayor. Faith wanted to be accepted, wanted to be a Scooby--but it was made clear that she wasn't. The opening couple of scenes, she's like the sister Buffy never had (hehe--yet!), then it turns sour as Faith is excluded from the Scooby intervention--which comes after Buffy lies by omission about Angel.

When hard emotional choices must be made, too often, Buffy opts to follow the path of least resistance, and to not seek or disregard wisdom from others. She chooses isolation when community would help. As I watch more of these and as the plots turn darker, I think I'm going to see that as Buffy's tragic flaw....gotta watch more!

Band Candy

A favorite episode! It seems like a stand-alone comic relief episode that ties in somewhat with the meta-plot, but that dismisses it too quickly. The beginning seems as if it's going to be heavy, drama-laden: Angel and Buffy still trying to find a balance, Joyce and Giles both overscheduling and distrusting Buffy--who is lying to them and playing them off each other. Then, barely a blip on the plot, the sexual tension between Willow and Xander is continuing, Cordy and Oz oblivious.

This is an onion episode, though; meanings, symbolism and foreshadowing abounding. Buffy keeps insisting she can handle life, that both Joyce and Giles need to back off, however...she almost yells "I need grown-ups" when faced with teen-age, libido-driven "adults" who can't help her save the babies that will be devoured as tribute. Buffy can deal with a lot, but she's not ready to solo. (Considering this against Giles' musical number about needing to let her stand on her own could be an interesting study.) And again, Buffy comments on how alone she feels because her adults have abandoned her.

Likewise, for a while, Giles and Joyce have almost competed against each other for Buffy's time and, in a sense, her affection. The right to be Buffy's boss and influence her has been a sticking point. In this episode, Buffy gets a hint of what it would be like to have a mother and father on the same page, working together. Interestingly, the episode begins and ends with Giles and Buffy in father-daughter like situations, both involving the SAT, which goes beyond Watcher duties and, as Kendra implies, violated what a Watcher should be doing. Slaying is number one, number only; SAT's presume a life beyond slaying, one that Giles should not be supporting. He's sliding into father role seemlessly once accepted by Joyce. Interestingly, when Giles and Joyce are under the thrall of the band candy, Buffy tries to reason with Giles, assuming she can reach him; she orders her mom around. Different dynamic, says something about the relationships? Maybe.

Hmmm....after Joyce dies, she orders Dawn around--she doesn't really treat most people that way. Is it a consistent decision on the writer's part to have her emotionally not-connected with family members, and the lack of dialogue and insistence on taking charge symptons of it? Hmmm.

And Giles....wow. Giles. We've gotten hints that he wasn't Mr. Uptight librarian all of his life, always preparing to be a Watcher (contrasting that with Wesley). Most of the "adults" simply act like teens while keeping their grown-up clothes on; Giles' transformation is complete: beat up jeans, rumpled hair, cigarettes rolled up in t shirt sleeve--we see the Ripper within. His accent reverts, and his body language completely changes, even. He's dangerous, amoral, sexy. And instead of young, hot Buffy being the object of his passion, it's Joyce, completing the mother/father imagery of the early part of the episode.

One bit of symbolism: at risk are babies. The adults aren't fit to mother, so Buffy does. She's having mother issues, and part of the resolution of them is to become a mother symbolically, doing what the adults can't. Furthermore, the demon is awfully freudian, a huge snake emerging from a tunnel to get the babies--and Buffy, who is terribly gun-shy about sex (seeing as how the one time she did that her boyfriend turned into a demon....), saves the babies by setting the snake of fire as it goes through the tunnel? Then the episode ends with Buffy remarking how glad she is that she stopped her mom and Giles before "anything" happened. From the embarrassed looks Giles and Joyce share, the viewer suspects Buffy's innocence is misplaced. So will Giles and Joyce in fact begin a relationship, giving Buffy the father figure in earnest? Stay tuned....

Notes: candy as "forbidden fruit" leading to evil; "young" Joyce showing that she remembers adulthood, but feels as if she's just woke up. Images of adulthood vs responsibility--and the nearly invisible Xander, who is usually cited as the irresponsible one.

Homecoming

Simple plot: Cordy and Buffy vie against each other for Homecoming Queen. Neither wins, but they reveal more of their characters in the process. Subplot--Xander and Willow kiss. Boy, do they kiss. Which wouldn't be a problem a season ago at this time, but now...Oz and Cordy? Somehow, the whole topic of polyamory is not raised. Curious.

Anyways, isolation is key here. Buffy wants to get in touch with her inner homecoming queen because of what's she's lost as the Slayer. If she were at her old school, if she weren't the Slayer, she would have been Queen. She would have been popular, had friends, been in the yearbook (the yearbook is a recurring theme. In Angel, Cordy goes through the yearbook to try to remember who she is, and realizes it's the story of her life) Buffy has monsters, death, and weapons as her life; high school is an afterthought.

Her friends abandon her in her quest to be Queen. Out of guilt for kissing, both Willow and Xander have committed to working for Cordelia, and the scene where Buffy is excitedly organizing them to help her only to have Cordelia sweep in, assign tasks, then everyone leave (making excuses of course) is understated but poignant--Buffy is isolated and alone. Giles, who obviously doesn't care about homecoming queen but cares deeply about Buffy, quietly sympathesizes.

Buffy's approach to winning is characterized by Cordelia as sensitive, she, deep, caring--some words like that. The picture Buffy uses is not typical, either. Not glamourous, not cheerful, friendly--more Princess Di looking up from under her bangs.

Ultimately, I suspect that part of the point of this episode is to begin morphing Cordy into the character we get on Angel--still the diva, but able to deal with any thing that goes bump in the night. And juxtoposing her with Buffy is good. Buffy could be Cordy (and initially, that's the role Gellar was trying for), and Cordy needs to find her inner Buffy--the snarkiness and sniping in their relationship stems from them knowing each other too well; they recognize themselves, both strengths and weaknesses, from looking in the mirror of the other.

Beauty and the Beasts

On the surface, this is just a throw-away episode. Mysterious deaths, scooby gang doing scooby stuff (Willow even has a Scooby Doo lunchbox in this). Buffy's kind of seeing Scott, but doesn't seem that interested. No big revelations, no huge angst.

However, there is a bit of interesting forshadowing. Buffy is seeing the school counselor, and he echos Joyce's comments from last season about "you're seeing a guy, you get intimate, the guy turns mean..." The theme of Men Turn Mean is not explored in any depth, but is assumed. More interestingly, he also previews Spike's "I'm love's bitch" speech. "Sometimes you love too much, and Love becomes your master, and you're love's dog" was roughly the way it was worded. He made it seem bad; Spike embraced the title. (I think that's this season, too, but I'm not sure.)

Also, Buffy is hiding that Angel's back, and she's obviously worried that he's damaged. In talking with Giles about what it's like to come back from a hell dimension, he explains briefly what it means to have humanity left within you. If it's not there, the returnee can't be saved. If the humanity is, the human can be redeemed. These questions also arise in season 6 after Buffy is resserected--with similar assumptions about her being in a hell dimension, in fact.

Other little things, but overall, not a must see episode--that's my opinion right now. We'll see if I change it, which has happened!

Faith, Hope and Trick

Big news: Angel's back, somehow. We don't know details, that's the closing shot: Angel, naked, laying on the floor.

This episode is an intro episode, starting the season's meta-plot. Character development is key; with the arrival of the somewhat morally ambiguous Faith, Buffy's jealous streak, and intro of Trick (who never quite works for me), a couple interesting things may be missed.

One, Willow knows that she's doing things with magic that Giles wouldn't approve of. She underplays and tries to lie about what she's been attempting, and Giles warns her--one of the first times I remember getting an undercurrent of "this isn't good."

Two, Giles is more subtle and aware than he may seem. A recurring bit during the episode (maybe the first couple?) is Giles pressing Buffy for more info about Angel's death so he can do a "binding spell" to insure there are no problems with the statue (or something similar). Buffy sticks with "I came, I saw, I conquered" as her line until the end of the episode. Finally, with no emotional fanfare, she starkly tells the truth: She kissed Angel, who was back to himself, then killed him. She admits it feels better to have told, but in an understated manner. It's not until after Buffy leaves that we find out Giles' only magic involved healing Buffy's pain--he knew she hadn't faced it all, and he played her to get the rest of the story. That degree of emotional insight wasn't typically observed in Giles earlier, but it becomes more common. Also, Faith suffers because she doesn't tell; Buffy sees that, and realizes that like Faith, she is part of the walking wounded. Telling Giles the whole truth helps.

Last, Joyce finds out that Buffy can't quit without dying--and that she died once and that led to Faith. She hates Buffy's calling, but supports her too. That's a recurring theme.

Next--I don't remember! Fun ahoy!